arrow slash three
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 5:41 PM
hmm. so basically, I give up. I guess I can't just
walk away from all this bullshit, but it's worth a try. for the time being, I guess I'll try not to focus on guys.
bare waste manz on the real! and you know what sucks the most? I actually let them take advantage of me before. well obviously not in that way, but you should get what I mean. I ended up wasting time and tears on whatever stuff they put me through. I ended up with a broken heart, one too many times. and the result? I'm insecure about this thing called
love. I can't even think straight anymore when it comes to guys, without literally thinking of ways to make sure I don't
fall too hard or get my heart broken,
again. like sure, I don't mind chopping a few cute guys here and there, haha. it's not like it's gonna last long, right? but then how about those guys, that I
might be interested in? and how about those guys, I
can't stop thinking about? how about those ones that somehow become the
main focus of my interest? I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm done with this stuff for now, I guess.